Hey Honey. It is 7:00 a.m. I am waiting here with Kristen until time to take her to school. Don't forget that I will be tutoring most of the day until time to get Kristen. We will call Carolina today for her Birthday. Honey I know you are thousands of miles away, but I need to feel like that I am close to you. My heart feels so empty. When I wake up in morning, I am filled with joy that it means it is one less day that I have to wake up when you are not here. That joy is quickly filled with a void. A feeling of emptiness. Of nothing. Kind of like a black hole of sorts. That is what space must feel like...emptiness. It's the uneasy feeling that something is wrong, but your not quite sure what it is. Then you realize that you know what it is, its your moving, breathing, seeing, thinking, yet your in a void of silence....a silence that is normally filled with one's own heartbeat....except it can't be filled because your heart is somewhere else. In my case my heart is with you, and the rest of me mindlessly tries to maintain an order to our lives. I long for the day that my heart can be reunited with the rest of me so that I may be whole again.
Love,
Chris
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